Let It Be

Before the reading began, a black spider drew me in.   I saw other insects: dragonflies, butterflies, shiny beetles.  This black spider stands watch, observing.

I feel heavy, deep breathing signifying a “heavy heart”.

An old woman in a dust cluttered attic mutters to herself.  Musty old things surround her.  Dust particles are visible, hanging in the air, as the sunlight slants through a window.  In the cramped space, the old woman is searching for something.  She wants to show me on old photo album, a story of unrequited love.   A young man, so sure of himself, full of self-confidence appears in these photos.  Handsome.  Fun.  Good-natured.  Always a laugh.  As the old woman looks at these photos, tears run down her face.  She thinks about what she does not have, what could have been and a bitterness settles itself around her.  A life lived longing for someone, the rejection stings her heart.  This rejection and bitterness she has lived with her whole life.  There is sadness.  No vent.  She has sealed her heart.  The spiders in the attic stand guard here.

Energy from the Great Galactic Source.  A single “ping” is heard, as if a single note was played on a harp.  Our energy instantly “synchronizes” the moment we hear this.  This is an “attunement”.  The energy is soft, gentle, loving, supporting.  As our hearts pour out our sorrows, we are instantly healed.  Love, gratification and joy fill our most inner being.  We KNOW we are ONE with God.

My heavy heart is lighter now.  This sorrow from the past, that has so heavily weighed down, has now been removed.  This longing for someone has finally been severed.  I need not dwell on him.

I ask your guides to assemble themselves.  Mother Mary quickly comes to your side, comforting you.  Angels surround you pouring out love.

I hear this lyric:

“When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be”    The Beatles, Let It Be

“You are loved!”

This sorrow, so penetrating and so deep, makes it difficult for me to see others around you.  As if a thick fog surrounds you.

The connection distorts again.  I feel a deep sludge, moroseness, depression.  It is difficult to move out of this condition.  I send “pin-pricks” of light in order to move out of this gloom and morass.  It is so over-consuming.

I ask to see a time-line.

This is the Great War.  A quick flicker of images appear and disappear.  It lasts only a second in time.  I know now that you intended to marry someone, but the Great War has destroyed it all.  Everything.  You feel cheated, disillusioned, unhappy.  Your wrath is endless and you take this out on the world around you.  It consumes you.  You cannot look past this event and move on.  You cannot forgive.  You are unable to move forward in your life.  These emotions consume you so entirely it wrenches your heart.

In your current time, I see you jump between bouts of depression and good times.  You need to find balance in your life and love yourself.  Your heart is so big but you are afraid to open it entirely for someone.  You do not want what has happened in your “past” to repeat itself.  You carefully guard your heart.

The Facilitator

A vision of a white billowing underskirt in the wind.  This is a woman who appears during the daytime but also emerges at night.  During these nocturnal jaunts into the forest, meeting others, her daytime life appears a direct antithesis to her nighttime activities.  In the moonlit forest, she connects with animals, spirits, everything in the devic kingdom.  Chanting, moon festivities, such a deep earnestness in connecting with the Earth.  Her daily activities in no way hint at her nightly transgressions.  She is a Gemini in spirit.

The billowing white skirt is a metaphor for all that you conceal during the day: the beckoning moon, the calling trees and the howling winds of the night.  Your secret is safely tucked away in your heart.

Your nighttime endeavours allow your spirit to soar; unabashed, you perform your ceremonies, calling forth all spiritual and living things.  Earth celebrates with you, providing secluded locations, expanses in the forest.  You are one with nature.

Called forth energy from the Great Galactic Source.  A wide, straight beam of light enters into my crown chakra.

This light does not want to bend and be manipulated, rather, it’s being drawn like a magnet straight down to Mother Earth.  This is a deeply grounding energy that you have also called forth.  It is not maleable, it bends at odd sharp angles, extending out in different directions.  There is no need to force this energy out to you, for we are standing side by side, allowing the energy to pour forth from our crowns directly into Mother Earth, exponentially increasing the energy between the two of us.  As the energy returns its course through you, a yellow light emanates from your eyes.  Purely by looking at people, this beautiful energy will grace them.

You are able to harness and control energy.  You are a “facilitator”.

When I asked for your guides to assemble themselves, I suddenly felt a stampede approaching, the ground trembling, a roaring noise and so much dust in the air.  I could make no sense of this.  There is a “herd” accompanying you.  Suddenly, a lone bison appears in direct contrast to the deafening noise I had just heard.  You are a person of contradictions!

The bison is your beacon.  He represents the land you work with and your direct connection with American Indians.  I hear the word “Sioux”.  You work with this tribe.

How extraordinary!  You take knowledge from several spiritual practices and create, in yourself, a deep source of stored learning.

AA Michael is with you.  Very powerful.  There are many, many angels.  A medicine woman comes forth on your maternal side, she is a seer, once your mother, she is with you now.  She taught you much of what you know now.

I asked to see a timeline.  Europe.  You are a working in the hallows and glades of the forest.  You carefully follow the seasons and cycles of the moon.  You collect herbs for medicine, drying and bundling them up.  You work closely with nature, obeying the seasonal changes.

You currently live an “alternative” life, you like natural products.  Your connections with previous lifetimes eke through at times, compelling you to follow tradition during certain times of the year.  These are not holiday traditions but celebrating seasonal changes.  You are one with nature.

I see you conferring back with your “tribe”, your “soul group”.  As you walk barefoot on the Earth, your ancestral lineage connects more intimately with you, sharing a depth of knowledge you will understand.