Monthly Archives: April 2014

Sand Slips Through Her Fingers

I see a woman standing before me.   Her hair is long.  She is dressed in long robes with muted colours. I watch as her eyes move to her hands.  A handful of sand slips silently through her fingers just as tiny sand grains drop down an hourglass.   Imperceptibly moving without gaining momentum.  Time moves ever onward.  I watch her drop her hands to her sides.  This is The Sinai.  Egypt.

You are with a nomadic group, moving, resting, then pushing onward again.   Though imperceptible to you, time is moving on as you and your group make their way through the desert, seeking a promised land.

I see a light filled, sparkling, blue sky above me.  These are difficult and hard times for your group.   A deep knowing, a strong faith runs through each of you.   This enables all of you to move forward.   I’m being told time is insignificant here.

Timelessness,  the importance of being and living within the moment.

Unexpectedly, I hear music from Abba, “Dancing Queen”.

You are with your family here.  Many families have come on this journey.  You will grow up here in the desert.   Hopes and fears burn within you.  An intense desire to move out of the desert, yet never seeming able to move forward.

There is a protective light around your group.  One can see this from a distance.

I take sparkling light fromt the sky and hand it to you.  A sad, forlorn look on your face.  A never ending journey.  A desire to push time forward, but an inability to do so.  I view your chakras.  Your crown chakra is a beautiful, open expanse.  Blues and violets are seen here with iridescent dots of light energy.  Wide open, moving.  At your third eye, I suddenly see a green, visually lush background.  Spinning and opening, slowly allowing vistas to enfold before you.  A clarity of vision will come to you in time.  Just allow.  At your throat chakra, I feel a spinning, but then an abrupt, painful closure.  A tightening.  A flickering light.  You perceive who you are but those around you dismiss this.  Unaccepting or unwilling to acknowledge, this causes pain within you.  A bright light shines forth at your solar plexus.  Joyousness, love of life is felt here.  Your purpose is becoming apparent, revealing itself to you with joy.  At your sacral chakra, a burning creative desire is felt here, relationships holding importance and giving emotional stability.  At your base chakra, I feel you are grounded and anchored to Mother Earth.

I ask for your guides to please assemble themselves for me.  You appear first, with your long gown.  Your face is slightly browned from the strong desert sun.  You stand simply, smiling, your hands to your side.  Jesus Sananda appears with you, a loving presence continuing to awaken and strengthen inner devotion, expressing Love, so that it may be freely shared with all.  There is support of natural healing, a correct balance of spiritual and physical well-being.  The Ascended Master St. Germaine’s presence is felt, helping create harmony and peace through melodious sounds.  Mary Magdalene’s presence also comes through, supportive and loving.  Archangel Michael’s beautiful loving light surrounds you, inspiring all seekers of higher truth and knowledge.  His Blue Ray influences the throat chakra, helping to encourage clear communication on all levels.

I ask to see a timeline.  Weary of life in the desert.  A want and desire to reach a sacred land.  You and your nomadic group do not lose faith, nor are they discouraged.  A deep sense of knowing and believing pushes you all on.  Though time moves forward, your inherent faith never diminishes.  You and your group are protected on this journey.  At the present time, I see you looking down one street and then furtively glancing down another, unsure of which direction to follow.  Then as now, you are surrounded by a protective light.  “It is not which road you take to get somewhere that is of importance, rather the journey at hand, in and of itself.  Please don’t lose sight of this.”  In the future, I see a congestion of cars, all moving in one direction.  Heads turning back to see an awesome view.  All have a knowing that all is well.

End of Reading.


A Tight Knit Community


A beautiful turquoise blue light appears.  It fills the room entirely.  A healing light.  I hear the lyrics from Miley Cyrus, “We Can’t Stop”:

It’s our party we can do what we want
It’s our party we can say what we want
It’s our party we can love who we want

We stay awhile in this blue room, immersing ourselves completely.  There is a tangible quality to the light.  I view it more closely, seeing and feeling gentle undulating waves enveloping our presence.  The waves move through us, working as ocean waves do, gently and imperceptibly wearing down our surface.  Pulling back into it that which is no longer needed and leaving us stripped, exfoliated, shining and bright.  I allow indeterminate time here, for where we are, everything seems and feels perceptibly slower.

A Saxon village.  The Viking Age.  I see a woman wearing a rough linen or flax gown, with long brown hair, helping with the work in a field.  High summer, harvest time.  Laughing voices, a tight knit community.  I am suddenly wary of going further, my intuition tells me, just as foreshadowing in a story, that though appearing idyllic, there is something amiss here, something about to go terribly wrong.  My heart beats away as I slow down the information I am receiving.  Suspense builds and suddenly the information streaming forth pushes images of a horrific Viking raid before me.   Bludgeoning, terror, fright and mayhem.

I see children running, adults screaming, unable to run for cover.  A sense of being caught unexpectedly and suddenly, completely unaware of the awaiting terror.

I understand the neutralising blue light.  As you stand within it, I read your chakras.  Your crown chakra is wide open, stellar and bright.  Your 3rd eye is closed tightly.  It spins, allowing information to filter through.  Gradual awareness and complete opening, happening progressively.  At your throat chakra, I feel a tight, very tight squeezing.  This, I feel, is being done by someone else.  Complete control.  A way to completely control and inhibit your own voice while they secure a vehicle of motion.  Imagine a hitchhiker.  At your heart chakra, I see a blooming flower.  Petals opening slowly to the warmth and love of the world.  At your solar plexus, I see light blinking, as if opening and closing.  An intermittent push of your will with that of another.  Criticism blocking out your own focus.  At your sacral chakra there is a whooshing noise.  A rush of emotions here, letting out guilt, anger, victim mentality.  This release is bringing about emotional stability for you.  At your base chakra, I feel a want to collapse.  Foundations of trust, security and stability being broken down.  You are letting go and establishing a new grounded foundation.

I ask for your guides to please assemble themselves for me.  You appear in your rough woven gown.  There are children with you, a boy and a girl.  Your love is immense and extends warmly out to them.  Vivid, blue light of Mother Mary encircles all of you.  Her presence and love, deeply felt here.  Ascended Master Sanat Kumara appears, helping to realise and understand that thoughts are real and can have form, even in another dimension.  Archangel Michael’s presence surrounds you, providing protection and love.

I ask to see a timeline.  The scene from earlier reappears and unwinds itself more fully.  Your children and their safety, you yearn for.  In a strong emotional outburst, your thoughts create a bond linking you with them in this moment of terror.  A desire to shield and protect them is expressed forcefully and a tie that binds you to them ensues.  At the present time, I see you stepping away from past ties and creating a new foundation for yourself.  In the future, a happiness, a knowing that your journey was eventful but necessary.  You are One with All.

End of Reading

A Cataclysmic Turn of Events

There are vibrations in the air.  Dust outlines each vibration.  Geologic striations.  I’m being shown rock striations.  I feel an earthquake coming on.  Atlantis.  These are pre tremors.

A priestess, secured with guarding temple artefacts.  All know in their hearts what is to come, yet denial is present among many here.  I hear, “This cannot collapse.” and “We are finished.”

I concentrate completely on why this is being shown to me.  I feel an immense emotional upheaval, an outpouring of tears.  A need for the release of all emotional residue remaining here.  The tears cleanse, helping to disconnect from the magnetic pull of this dimensional timeframe.

I must collect myself and remember that I am only an observer, collecting past memories that they may finally be acknowledged, let go, and released into the conscious collective as pure white, shining light.

You were tasked with overseeing artefacts with energetic output.  This work was done by a team, cleansing, honing, and reestablishing connections.  Reprogramming and clearing.  A definitive feeling of guilt resides here.  Not stepping out of your role, supporting what was established without clearly seeing later repercussions.  An automaton, not realising detrimental consequences for others.  Distancing yourself, isolating yourself from moral responsibility.  A cataclysmic turn of events was never envisioned, only the continuation of your Job.  Each individual here, in their own secure memory, though separate and distinct, have added to the gross collective thought, creating negligence and pain.  This energy is currently held in the collective conscious thought of every individual and as the pain is cleared and lifted, there is healing on a plantary level.

Energy from the Great Galactic Sun, a golden light, encompasses the whole of your body.  I read your chakras as this light is activated and integrated.  Your crown chakra is luminous and wide, a deep expansive space.  Your 3rd eye revolves, albeit slowly, integrating information piecemeal.  A tendency to stop and analyse before seeing a complete picture.  At your throat chakra, I see you speaking and speaking, but the words are not always heard.  Never tiring, you continue to speak, trying to perceptibly change the outlook of others using words that they are unwilling or not ready to hear.  Your heart chakra is wide open, a waterfall of love and compassion.  Those around you are in this waterfall.  Your solar plexus shines but wanes, fatigue and anxiety felt,  Your will, at times, must compromise.  Your sacral chakra hums and spins, creativity having a natural release.  You are grounded at your base chakra.

I ask for your guides to please assemble themselves for me.  You appear first, both hands holding up crystals, smiling and happy in the knowing.  Mother Mary’s beautiful blue light settles in around you, giving encouragement and helping to establish yourself securely in society.  Archangel Gabriel’s presence is felt, uplifting and joyful, helping to ease any fear of experiencing pleasure.

I ask to see a timeline.  I am in the past again and feel the tremors, watching you and others rush to collect precious artefacts.  Deep in your heart, you know this to be pointless.  You wonder why.  It’s difficult to imagine the force of the collective thought at this time.  A negative spiral of focused thought, coming quickly and decisively to end the paradise.  At the present time, I see you cradling someone.  Your beneficial influence imparts creativity and balance, a guiding light for this person.  In the future, I see and hear a crowded city.  Traffic is congested, yet within you is a knowing that this need not be.

End of Reading

A Performance of the Most Unusual

I hear a unique flute and am unsure of where I am.  I feel it’s somewhere in the Middle East.  The flute continues on as I suddenly glimpse snakes moving languidly.  Slow, undulating movements that catches one’s eye.  Utterly fascinating and hypnotic.  Egypt.  Middle Kingdom.

I see a rush of scenes put before me.  A man rising at dawn, having a quick meal to eat and rushing through streets in order to secure a prime spot at the market.  He will remain here until past dusk.  I am at a loss as to how to categorise this man, as a healer or as an artist.  I immediately feel drawn to the music, used to entice more people in, to watch a performance of the most unusual.

Emotions rage high.  Enmity, a feud.  Your presence here perpetuates a feud with another.  A bitter rivalry, competition.  Your relationship with this individual is in decline, detrimental to both your physical and mental well-being.  The more you verbally respond, the deeper the animosity moves and simmers.  Those around you are at a loss as to how to defuse it.  Prejudice and fear lay at the bottom of this pit of hatred.

Violet, sparkling light falls down upon you.  This light transmutes the high energy, all emotional debris is turned into beautiful white light.  I view your chakras.  Blue light illuminates your crown chakra.  A wide, open expanse.  Sparkles shine here.  Your 3rd eye, when viewed, appears to waver at times.  Fear is felt here.  A want to move and open up, but being hindered by fear.  Your throat chakra feels slightly tight and raw.  Constriction by the mores and views of society.  You have been placed inside a box and there is no wish by you to conform to this mold.  Your heart chakra is open, wide, enabling healing of others on multiple levels.  Your solar plexus is lovely, shining bright.  You stand solidly and recognise your own personal power.  At your sacral chakra, I feel a fluttering feeling.  Emotional balance and then imbalance.  You are grounded at your base chakra.

I ask for your guides to please assemble themselves for me.  You appear as the Egyptian healer.  Knowledge, training and experience radiate outward from you.  Faith in your abilities is tangible.  Ascended Master Lord Maitreya’s presence is felt, encouraging balance of predominantly intellectual thinking with acceptance of the metaphysical.  Archangel Gabriel of the Orange Ray is with you at this point in time, helping to dissolve fear and stimulate creativity.

I ask to see a timeline.  The past reveals pride in the knowledge you possess, you are confident in your healing abilities.  The passionate nature of the disagreements you find yourself in creates imbalance and dissatisfaction within you.  An abyss of negative feelings develops, wearing away at you.  It consumes you.  At the present time, I see high activity.  A madness, a rush to get things finished.  There is a need to slow down, review your situation and be happy within it.  Balance is ever so important.  In the future, I see your hands held out, acting as a scale, weighing two equally important ideas.  Both are within your grasp and need consideration.  A careful evaluation follows.

End of Reading.


Let It Shine

I hear the tinkling of a bell.   A very small bell.  It’s rung three times.  A rush to table, chairs are heard scraping the floor.  I feel only the rush of air around me as I see nuns quickly sitting down.

An eagerness to enjoy a meal together in quietude and reflection.  Joy is reflected on every face at this table as they look at one another.  No words are uttered.  The meal is simple, staid.  The table is set with minimum fuss, an exercise in austerity.  Minimal living, wanting and needing only what is necessary.  Clay bowls, wooden spoons, wooden table.  Nothing more.  Bread is placed directly on the table.

Vespers.  You enter into your own thoughts, carefully categorising that which you are allowed to think about from that which is discouraged.  You enjoy this sorting, it comes easily to you, pocketing away unwanted thoughts and concentrating more fully on your devotion, prayer, incantation.  A blissful radiant joy accompanies your thoughts in prayer.  You belong to an order of nuns.  The Holy Roman Empire, Central Germany, Middle Ages.

Vows taken of poverty, chastity and observance of ecclesiastical rules and laws.  You excel in this strict, disciplined life.  You want nothing more than to come closer to God, relinquishing all material possessions, seeking nothing more than communion with One.

The strict laws that bound you then have accompanied you in the here and now.  Trying ever to follow guidelines that were put before you in the past, you are restricting your happiness and joy in the present time.  Constant monitoring of yourself.

With a smile, I take a handful of Light from the Great Galactic Sun.  Together we will sever the past vows that have carried on into the present, securing freedom to enjoy and relish life.  The shackles that bind you must be broken.  I hear the lyrics from “This Little Light of Mine.”:

This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine.
This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine,
This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine,
let it shine, let it shine, let it shine.

I handover the light to you and we both smile.  Accepting, grateful, joyful.  I view your chakras as the light descends into you.  Your crown chakra is open, a blue violet light is seen here, expansive, tiny lights are twinkling.  Your 3rd eye moves sluggishly, slowly revolving.  An aspect of difficulty is felt here, a need to reconcile what you know and believe to be true with that which you do not see, nor completely comprehend.  I feel a need to mentally evaluate all that passes through.  The need for evaluation will eventually be put aside as the chakra expands and opens.  Acceptance will be there for all that comes through.  At your throat chakra, I feel a burning sensation.  Though you want to clear this area, difficulties arise when you put your thoughts into words.  A pressure from those around you to conform.  Under this pressure you cannot expand and be yourself.  At your heart chakra, I feel a bubbly warmth radiating out.  A gentle love and acceptance for those around you.  This is a very quiet, caressing, unobtrusive love.  At your solar plexus, I see a flash of bright light.  The vows you have carried with you into this lifetime are being transmuted here into beautiful white light.  Control issues have now been mitigated.  Intention, will, empowerment are no longer subjugated by others, you are in control.

I suddenly hear:  “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.  Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.  It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us… ”  A Return to Love (1992) by Marianne Williamson

Your sacral chakra spins, creativity remains an important focus.  At your base chakra, I feel a sliding motion, becoming ungrounded at times.

I ask for your guides to please assemble themselves for me.  You appear first wearing a long, heavy, grey wool gown.  A reverential smile on your face, beatus, serene quietness resounds.  A love of your previous ecclesiastical life, yet a knowing within of the need for separation from the ties that bind.  A loving blue light emanates around you.  The comforting presence of Mother Mary is felt around you.  Her loving blue light permeating all that surrounds you.  She bestows intuitive wisdom upon those within her presence.  Archangel Raphael of the Green Ray appears.  Helping find inner guidance, love and compassion to heal others.

I ask to see a timeline.  You are with a group of nuns, having entered the Order willingly and joyfully.  The earnestness in respecting and applying your vows has carried forth to today, particulary the Vow of Poverty and the Vow of Obedience.  At the current time, I see quiet waters, a lull.  Gentle, imperceptible waves washing up on a beachhead.  The quiet water marks a time of contemplation and reflection of what has come and gone.  As the diurnal tide moves, you are propelled gently forward when you are ready.  In the future time, I see a glimpse of a blinding red light which gives way to a wooded scene.  A well trodden pathway – followers of the Cross.

End of Reading