I see a young man, edgy, jaunty, wearing sunglasses, head covered, sinking into invisibility, becoming one with the crowd. A hoodie and shades – your mask is on. Appearing much like the unabomber, quite self-effacing. A person who does not want to be recognised or seen, and so remains “hidden” so as not to come to the fore. This person seeks no attention.
I hear a track of street jams, one following another, the lyrics blurting out to the point of confusion.
For this is where you are right now: a point of confusion, directionless, unambitious, pointless. You easily could listen to music alone, drink alone. Being alone does not frighten you but being aimless and directionless does. The frightening realisation that you are responsible for the creation of your own life falls heavily on your shoulders.
I see a woman that seems to warp out of quick silver and stand with her legs apart. She wears a tight silver jumpsuit. I watch as she outstretches her arms, palms wide open and see sparkles fly onto you.
Is it cool? Trying to look cool? Is it just a mask? You are hiding your true divinity. You are not allowing yourself or others to know who you really are. Please step into your divinity, accept who you are and allow others to see you in your true light.
I view your chakras:
Your crown chakra is buzzing, heavenly and wide. Your 3rd eye is wide open, staring and stuck in a close-up view. You are trying too hard in one direction. Please step back, relax and do not be so intent on only one way of seeing or doing things. I feel a stifled cry around your throat chakra area. You are so accustomed to wearing your “mask,” you do not want to reveal yourself at this point in time. You will eventually, so please do not be too hard on yourself regarding any reluctance that appears at this point in time. Your heart chakra is wide open. A constant flutter is felt here. A sway in two opposite directions: one being hurt or feeling hurt and another being happy or feeling happy. Please realise that to wrap yourself emotionally in one direction only causes imbalance. Love yourself at all times and always, for others will love you as soon as you learn to love yourself. Your solar plexus is blindingly bright light. The energy you have “brought” with you will be utilised in a most magnificent way. Your sacral chakra is chugging, feeling sluggish. Please get enough rest, remain balanced and in control of your emotions. Your base chakra is grounded.
I ask to see a timeline:
I discern the top of a Roman helmet. You are a Roman soldier. I see a sun-tanned face yelling out orders to soldiers in large group formation. This man is on a chariot, yelling out orders, horses tugging violently forward. Dust pounds the air. You are respected equally by soldiers below you as those above you. You are defined entirely by your soldier’s life, victories, triumphs, defeats in battle. A sense of moral duty, adhering to a code of ethics, encompasses you. You will eventually be killed in battle, having sacrificed your entire life to noble notions, a sense of righteousness. There is nothing here for personal gain or egotistical needs. I hear the lyrics from Macklemore and Ryan Lewis, “Can’t Hold Us”:
Caesar make you a believer. Now I never ever did it for a throne.
That validation comes from giving it back to the people. Now sing this song and it goes like
Raise those hands, this is our party
We came here to live life like nobody was watching
I got my city right behind me
If I fall, they got me. Learn from that failure gain humility and then we keep marching ourselves
Can we go back, this is the moment
Tonight is the night, we’ll fight ’til it’s over
So we put our hands up like the ceiling can’t hold us
Like the ceiling can’t hold us
You are not fighting for prestige, power and fame, rather for “the people” and to share your glory with them.
In the present time I hear the beat tracks again, droning music in the background and feel slow movements. Things are not moving fast enough for you, and at this point in time feel yourself “stuck,” unable to extricate and propel yourself forward. Inertia is present and you would so like to move forward. This feeling of being “stuck” is partially due to choices you made yourself and also those around you. Please focus, literally focus, on exactly WHAT you would like to achieve, see, do. Only when you place your clear focus on what YOU want, will you shift your momentum.
In your future, I see a man wearing a casual blazer, a smug smile. Decisive, full of intentions and CREATING.
I ask to see your guides:
You come forth with a blazing half-sun headdress upon your head. This is a headdress of some sort signifying a connection with the Sun. You are wearing a short tunic, a Roman soldier’s uniform. You appear as a standard-bearer; it is a great distinction to carry the standard. Appeasing your heritage, your birth-right, and honorable, noble intentions. Feathers burst from your helmet, pride and honour radiate out from you. You appear muscular, very fit and in the prime of life. Your legs are slightly apart maintaining dignity and pride. An enormous angel appears, AA Zadkiel. This angel is instructing you at this time. Ascended Master Jesus is beside you, walking The Way, opening ground, emblazoning a way, forging ahead for others to follow. You have not yet stepped into this role, instead, “hiding”, “waiting”, “observing”. This is fine, for at the right moment you will utilise the opportunity to forge ahead and BE the mission you came here to pursue. I see dogs, several dogs stretched out on a carpet before you. A life of privilege allows you to have these dogs. “Take this time to observe as any military commander first observes before making any tactical moves.”
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